Growing Up

i am leaving now for slaughter the foes,
for struggle deeply war.
im leaving, mom, listen to me!
please pray for me to succeed..
my wings has already growing up, i will fly
to reach my destination wherever it is
i will go, mom, dont be cried
let me find my way
i wanna see and touch and listen
nevertheless there is horrible, there is some scared feeling
i will smiling and erassed the tears down
let me say my mind
i go to looking for my world, my destination
craving my place, sewing my fabric,
remember, when i navigate my river,
i love you, in all of my way

let me just put it all on the line

im not good enough at opening up and im maybe too good at being honest. i sometimes get angry for dumb reasons. and there days i will desperately needs your attention. i change my mind, i shut down, i fuck up. sometimes, really badly. just remember, i want you. i want to be with you to live our lives together.
i miss you when im sad. i miss you when im lonely. but the most i miss you is when im glad.
i miss you a little, a little too much, a little too often, a little too hard..
in all the world there's no heart for me like yours. tryin to explain why i love you is like trying to explain colors to a blind person