Friday, December 23, 2011

What is true love?

now everyone try to tell you what true love is and wanna make you think they know what love is. but i wanna tell you what true love is for me...


love isn't what you see in the movies. it's not drug. it's not what you see in the scene.
true love is sacrifice
love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
love is selfless not selfish
love is when you lay down your life for another whether for your brother, your mother, your father, or your sister
love is even laying down your life for your enemies
love is unthinkable but think about that
love is patient
love is kind
love is keeps no record of wrongs
love is everlasting, it's eternal, it goes on and on it goes beyond time
love is the only thing that will last when you die but ask the question 'why?' 'do you have love?'
love doesnt envy
love doesnt boast
love doesnt deligt in evil but rejoices with the truth
love is not proud
love is not rude
love is not self seeking
love is not easily angered
love always protect
love always trusts
love always hopes
love always perserves
love never fails

There's no greater love than this than he/she who lays down his life for his/her friends. now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends? you're probably willing to lay down your life for yur mother, your father, or your best friends. but are you willing to lay down your life for even those that you hate?
im going to tell you who did that the definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love. the nails His hands the thorns in His brow hanging on a cross for your sin and my sins. That is LOVE. He died for you and me while we still hated him. that is love. God is true love and if you dont knw this love, now is the time to know perfect love


Saturday, December 17, 2011

THANK'S GOD, I'M 18

God, today im getting old.. actually im afraid to grow old, but I believe that you will guide and show the right path as increase my age. thanks for the bitter sweet memories, tears, laughed, pain, happiness, silly and embarrased that have been running for 18 years. especially for you Lord, my family and my friends too :) thankyou God! ♥"

today is december 17th, my birthday. yes, im 18. i got a lot of surprises on this day. firstly, when the time showed me at 12 am (it means today has already changed), i was playing with my laptop, suddenly my old sissy came to me with birthday cake in her hand. on the top of those birthday cake there was light candles which shaped 18. i amazed, i wondered, im happy, im muzzy with what i gotta do. i just could smiled with her. she brought me those cake, then she said "happy birthday" and kissed me with her ridiculous acted :D she looked so ugly with her oversize t-shirt hahahaha actually, i love her so much!


thankyou for the cake sissy!
she let me to cut the cake, before i cutted the cake, she told me to pray, first, to spoke the expectation on my birthday. then i prayed, i told to God that im very gratefull to Him cause my birthday, and also my wishes. after i prayed, i blowed out the candles. then she gave me a signed to cut the cake with the cake knife which is given to me.




after all finish, she told me that i had to sleep. she back to her room, and i continued my activity for a moment. while my phone couldnt stop rang cause birthday greeting which is sent to me. i decided to sleep and turned on silent mode on my phone.
in the morning, i woke up, as usually i checked my phone first. i got 6 messages from my mom, ardy JB, my father, aya, vinna, and kentang. they sent me a text which similar, birthday greetings. i smiled. then i prepared everything to went to school. i wanna bring my birthday cake, but i couldnt, im confused how to bring these cake -_- then i decided to leave it home, rather damaged on the road.
at the school, i met my friends. they said happy birthday to me in everyplace i visited :D especially my class mates, they made me laughed and happy today :) thankyou guys!
suddenly, jege texted me, she told me to opened my facebook because she posted something there. then i logged in, i checked my profile, and found that jege indeed posted something to me




directly, i replied her texted, i told that im glad to read her greeting.. she's my sweet bestfriend! i love her so much, although sometimes she is grumpy :p she replied my texted, she was sorry couldnt say happy birthday to me directly, i said no problem.. i still love her sweet simple birthday greeting for me 
in the evening, my boyfriend came to semarang. when he approached me , i saw something in his hand. a bottle which wrapped in plastic. but i could saw it. it's so unique thing.


this thing i called 'something'
 then it given to me. i just smiled and said "what is it? thankyou" i kept it well. after reached my home, he asked me where's the gift, then i appointed. i requested permission to open, then he accepted. i opened it, i took out the paper which is in it, i opened softly. i read it! 


writen by Claudio Demara
i smiled after i read it. i looked at him, and he smiled too :) i was silent for a moment. he asked me to read the last sentence. i read it slowly
"FIND A PRESENT IN IT"
 i confused, i looked at him but he just smiled at me. what the means? i still confused for a moment. then i shuffled the bottle for a minutes. i found something in it! yaa i saw the present!


thankyou dio for  the couple ring <3
he gave me a ring :D hardly i took out the ring, but he kinda helped me, patiently he took out the ring from the bottle. after succed, he gave it to me. i smiled, i amazed with him. then i kissed him at the cheek and i said thankyou. when i used it, i looked at his finger, it turns out he wore the same ring too, and i just realized that it's a couple ring! he's so sweet  thankyou Dio!
after it, i let him to dinner. we decided to dinner at DP mall which near my home. the main thing is we spent that night together :p
at 10 pm we back home to take his backpack. then we went to somewhere which my friend had already waited him. after it i back to my far home.
i arrived at home, i opened the door, i saw someone. for a minutes i realized that someone is marcell. i just strings attached with him then i entered my room. when i entered my room i saw frame that figure sketch my face. and the most amazing thing, i saw the santaclause doll which is i saw at ace hardware when i was shopping for Christmas eve. i know it given from my sissy. cause she's the only one who saw that i want that doll so much. and more i said thankyou to her and marcell for the sketch. i just can laughed caused the present. im very happy today! THANKYOU GOD for the beautiful day 




thankyou sissy for the doll  :D
thankyou mas marcell for the sketch, it's beautiful!



Tuesday, December 13, 2011

i just read the story, barely. it tells about life story of child who picked up by God when he died. im interested to share this story to you because it's very very touching. i repost this story from my school mate's facebook.
happy reading :)

There was a child fourth grade elementary school in an area in Milaor Camarine Sur, Phillipines. everyday, he followed a route which through rocky road in a dangerous highway where lot of vehicles go fast and irregular.
everytime he could to cross the highway, the boy stopped briefly to church every morning just to say hello to God, he regrads as a 'bestfriend'.
his action so far observed by a Priest who was moved to saw the attitude of innocent boy who believe in God.
"How are you Andy? What you will go to school?"
"Yes father" Andy answered it with his touching smiled. The Priest was so concerned with andy's safety so that one day he told to the boy
"dont cross the street alone, andy. each time after school, you may stop by the church and i will make sure you come back home safely"
"Thank you, father"
"Why you dont go home now? do you often stay at the church after school?"
"i just wanna say hello to God.. my bestfriend."
and after that the Priest left Andy to spent his time in front of altar to spoke by itself, but the priest didnt really left Andy alone, he shrink from somewhere to hear what was andy talking about with his God

"God, you know, today i got bad mark for my math exam, but i did not cheating, although my friends did it. i ate one cake and drunk my water. my father had a bad season and i could eat this cake, God. thankyou for this cake! i had seen the poor kitten and i gave a half of my cake for eaten by it. and funny thing i no longer feel hungry anymore. Look at this, God, this is my last shoes, maybe next week i should walking without footwear at all because may this one will be broken soon. but it's no problem, at least i can still go to school.
some people in my village said that we will experience a very bad harvest this year, even some of my friends have already stopped going to school caused by this way, please help them, God, so they can be back to school again. oh God, you know, my mother hit me again, and it's feel painfull, at least i still get attention from my mother. would you see my wounds, God? i really sure you will  heal this wounds immedietly. please dont you dare to be mad to my mom, God. she's just got a lot on her mind, thinking about our living family expenses and thinking about my school fees, maybe that's make my mom rather annoyed. God, i remember something! 2 days later is your birthday, do you feel happy? just wait 2 days later, God, i have a surprise present for you. i hope you will be like it..
oops! it's already evening, God. i have to comeback my home"

"Sir, im done talking to my bestfriend, now you can take me home"

Father Agathon shared this story to all of people in his church every sunday, because he had never seen a faith and trust which is so pure to God. always positive thinking even in a negative situation.
at the christmas day, father Agathon was sick so he couldnt lead the church for some days. and temporarily the Church treated by 4 old woman who never smiling and always blaming everything that people done. they also always condemn people who offend them.
until one day 4 old woman were praying together, suddenly andy came as usually just for say hello to his bestfriend. "Hello God, here i come..."
"you are impudent boy!! dont you see that we were praying? go out!!"
Andy very shocked and devastated, and he said "where is father Agathon? he should be helping me cross the highway. he also told me to come after school. i also have to say hello to God, because today is his birthday, and i have a present for Him"
when Andy would took that present from his bag, one of 4 old woman pulled him up from altar and pushed him out the church, "go out!!"

Andy was very worried, but he had no choice, he had to came back and crossed the street alone. when would crossed the highway, suddenly a bus came with highly speed. Andy want to keep the present which is brought into his pocket, so he didnt get to see that highly speed bus and of course couldnt dodge from that bus, and he was died immedietly. people at the area run directly swarm the poor boy who had no soul anymore. suddenly, someone wore clothes everything in white came from somewhere it is, with the soft and smooth face was came over to andy. with the tears fell down, he came and hug that poor boy. people who arround were wondered and asked to that man, "i am sorry sir, did you know this boy?" "yes of course, he is my bestfriend" his answered. he took the present from andy's pocket and put it on his heart. then he stand up while he carried pick a back that boy, and both dissapeared from the guise of people. people who swarm there became wonderer and amazed to see the incident that had just occured in front of their eyes.

a few days later, father Agathon received a news which very marvelous. immedietly, he visited Andy's home for make sure the news of andy's death and the curious news which blew up in the church area.

"how did you know that your son has died?" "a man wore white robed brought him to us" said andy's mom with a sob. "what did he say?", Andy's father said, "he didnt say anything. he very grief and loss, we didnt know him, nevertheless he looked very evanescence, it's like he know andy so well. but there is peacefullness that very undescribable from him" continued andy's father. "he asides andy's hair and kissed his  forehead. then he whispered something" "what did he say?" father agathon became vere wonderer. he said "thankyou andy for the present, i love it, we would met again, and you would be always with me my bestfriend" "you know? i feel everything going to be right, i cry but i dont know why. the most i know there is something happines, i cant explain it, father, but when he left us, there is peacefullness that fill our heart, i felt a love so deep in my heart. i know my son has already been in the heaven now"

"but help us, father, can you tell who the man was frequently invited to speak by my son in the church? you certainly know, because you're there almost everyday except when andy died where you were in the hospital" momentarily, father agathon shed the tears, and with the tremble knees he said, "andy doesnt talk to anyone who is in church, except with the Lord"



this story taken from true story
this story just for reminds us to the God, and more loving him deep in side...